Heavenly within, a cruel world on the outside
Most of y'all is living in fantasy fiction, outlined
'Bout time to level 'em straight, bro I'm not lying
Been doing this a minute, I'm spitting out acid, "Sunshine"
Face the facts, everyday I gotta hold tight
Obscure still searching for that dim light
For now it's dark rhymes, raw cuts, & long nights
Is this real? For damn sure, believe me it’s not right
I stay strong, but I shed tears regardless
Forgive my sins, please cleanse me from this garbage
& all the hardships, no chance, I'm heartless
grotesque but honest, bring beef, I'm starving
I know there's bound to be a way out
My hands are numb looking up into these grey clouds
I keep myself afloat just until the end is near
Before I go remember that your friend was here
Verse 2: Tones
It's so cold and I'm trying to stay alive
And grow old while they praying the day I die
This marks the fifth year since I've been gone,
It's like you've been here right by my side all along
Paranoid waking up staring out the window pane
Hearing noises in the night, blame it on the wind and rain
They try to split my brain, trying to kill the kids, as if living ain't for us, we ain't got the privilege
We just wanna rise up, high out this shady mess
Dealing with death,
Always surrounded with crazy stress
Constant neglect from teachers and society
These pigs the only ones who even got they eye one me
Cameras, on every corner, they watch you
Don't make the wrong move, slip up and they got you
They lock you up forever, and they throw away your hope
Seen people inject coke and waste every day on dope
Verse 3: Theoretic
I need out of this place It’s a hell, the demons struck and I fell
The devil’s got my soul trapped in a cell
I don’t know normal it’s enormous the importance I tell
Out of the depths we are bound to rebel
I’m out for blood like the hunter being hunted instead
Howling at the full moon, It’s a man walking dead
I find it strange, what a life to live by, such a beautiful lie
It’s all good though, we all gonn’ die
Another day, another migraine, irate, primate, dilate
Mind state indigenous, foresight residual
Stuck between this love/ hate, mundane dismay
Unchained, betrayed, man made it this way
Precipice of war, fate, bloodstainded, unscathed
One take, no shame, fuck Trump, no faith
Survival won't suffice, let the controversy unfold
Centerbolt, wintercold, realest story ever told
credits
released January 1, 2018
1st and 3rd Verse written and performed by @theoreticbars
